Just don't know anymore...

So much has gone down recently, memories haunt me, bad history threatens to repeat itself, and of course, I have to look after myself. Cause who else is?

I can't complain, I have an amazing family, and friends who I couldn't and would never trade in. But the person who I was threatens to interrupt my happy summer. And though I'm the best ignorer EVER, I can't shake the feeling that I'm ... being followed by bad luck fairies.

NO, I won't do this. I'm having the best summer at the moment.

So, here we go. A summer. Hopefully work, play, beach, bbq's, family, friends, salsa, pubs, dads cooking and maxi dresses :)

I love life... and I need to focus on this fact for now.

Peace out, you sons of bitches. x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x