Weekly Mischief... Wesston style.

Ok, so this week I've revisited my childhood with the glory of fortune telling... remember those paper fortunes you used to make?

Well, we were just messing.

Here are the culprits Weston College are looking for:

Ben Crowden
Tom Stentaford
Rob Brown
Fred Dahlqvist
Charlotte McCormack
... me. :)


and for the last two days we've been going craaaazy.


Our top fortunes:

Ben - going up to a stranger and announcing he's got new socks on. His response ... 'Ok.'

Tom - grabbing the hands of a stranger and singing 'Sausage fingers.'

Rob - shouting 'George Harrison is a c***!' in contextual studies

Fred - slapping himself frequently

Charlotte - making up a game on the spot / asking a stranger 'Tampon?'

Sophie (me) - making an imaginary bus and trying to get passengers. or suckling on someone next to me.

fun fun week.
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A song...

That I needed to uplift me tonight, because somehow, that bastard crawled back into my head.



Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release

Oh, the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened, there is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I'm screaming out and my dreams'll be heard
They will not be pushed aside on words
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but I will complete

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own, my own





Quote, Sophie Sleep.

'We never belonged together, we needed to be together. But all in all, any one person is strong enough to be alone. I have two feet and two hands, one brain. My feet were meant to walk on my own path. My brain knows how to survive alone. My hands will want someone elses to hold one day... but for now, I'm holding my own.'

Travel Plan!!!!

Regardless of the outcome of my university time, I need to go travelling. So... here's the plan... who's gonna come?

This plan is down until I'm 30. That's ten years away.


1. Inter-railing around Europe, stopping in Ireland for a good few weeks.
2. Oz :) - prob will move there for a good few years... or year.
3. Road trip / whatever around US... New York, Cali are musts.
4. Africa, safari / trekking.
5. New Zealand
6. Taking on Asia?

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extract from something I'm writing

There’s that moment isn’t there? Within each passing flutter of a ‘new love affair’… there’s that moment. When laughter dissolves into silence, when the eyes cease to crease from a smile. Suddenly there’s nothing to laugh about anymore. It’s you and that person, and no noise disturbs you. You need them. To touch you, no matter how fleeting, how soft, how tender… sometimes it’s torture. Awaiting the feeling of that person’s skin, their warmth.
Your eyes are locked. It’s almost a challenge… who is the brave one? Who has the courage to begin this new and exciting journey you’re going to start. Well… it was me, this time. Then after that you never needed much persuading. The first time we kissed… oh it was wonderful. Never have two lips appeared to synchronise and fit as ours did. It was tender and full of affection… both wanted to comfort the other.
Then the heat set in. Affection and passion became one. And the times when our bodies weren’t entwined were just as passionate as when they were.
‘Your heart understood mine. In the depth of the fragrant night, I listened with ravished soul to your beloved voice. Your heart understood mine.’

My Top Five Favourite Movies of the moment.

5. Pulp Fiction - :O OMG.

favourite scene - Mcdonalds in Europe discussion.
Favourite quote -
'Hamburgers. The cornerstone of any nutritious breakfast. '


4. The Hunchback of Notre Dame

favourite scene - the uber perverse Hellfire scene, purely because I dont know how they got away with it.
Favourite quote - 'she's a girl, not a mackerel!'

3. V for Vendetta.

favourite scene, the incredible end sequence.
Favourite quote - Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a by-gone vexation, stands vivified and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin van-guarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition. The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta, held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose, so let me simply add that it's my very good honor to meet you and you may call me V.



2. Juno, always.

Favourite scene, any with Allison Janney. :)
Favourite quote - ' Hey there, big puffy version of Junebug! '

1. Scott Pilgrim - genuinely incredible.


favourite scene, all of them!!!!!

Favourite quote - 'Tell it to the cleaning lady on Monday. Because you'll be dust by Monday... because you'll be pulverized in two seconds. The cleaning lady? She cleans up... dust. She dusts.'

:) Brandon Routh makes me happy.

:) I love Weston :)

Thank you everyone for helping me get over my genuinely average summer. Love you all...


Big SHOUT to my housemates at Walliscote. I love our house :P x x x x x x x x x x

Update

In exactly 13 days, I move into my new house.

For 2 days my best friend has been in the US.

Since Monday I have spent nearly 3 days social time with 3 beautiful girls all much more attractive than me, and blonde.

Since this morning I have only had a croissant. My waistline looks smaller.

I have exactly 6 layers of concealer and foundation on my face.

This is better than normal, I normally have 8.

I have written stand up material about 'Giant Shark and Giant Octopus.'

I still have no grant from Student BLOODY Finance.
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Just a wee update, and a life plan...

So here's whats new...

1. My bestest friendus in the world is leaving for America for 10 months in 16 days. Needless to say I'm mad at her :P

2. I can only be a friendus for her beloved whilst she's away for a mediocre 15 days after she leaves, BECAUSE

3. I move into a new HOUSE on the 7th. I went there today and put some of my stuff in my new (big) room. :) I'm ludicrously excited.

4. Student Finance are literally good for nothing.

5. I still have new hair.

6. I have a DATE soon. eep.

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Part 2: Life Plan.

1. Finish 2nd year of uni, with hopeful entry to Bath, if not, figure out new career move.

2. Turn 21 with 2 fabulous celebrations, 1) Ramshackle club 2) ESPANA!!!

3. If Bath is an option, get degree.

4. After degree, do masters.

5. If Bath is not an option, find full time work to save and go travelling with a group, or solo.

6. After either of these options figure out a living.

7. Find man, if man is not found (estimated age: 25)

8. Tie him down.

9. Pop out some kids.

10. Buy a dog (this could come before or after option nine)

11. Live until I die. Avoid falling pianos and gangrene.

New hair, new start???

So i had LE GRANDE CHOP.

can't believe I did it to be honest,

but I was tired of ratty long hair...

ok, so it doesnt look too bad in that picture.

so I took a plunge...

and now its short and punk a riffic...

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Walliscote massive!!!!

Ok in like a month ish I'll be moving into my awesome new house, so I'd like to introduce you to my new room mates....

So, thats Ben, also known as little Ben, or brunette Ben. You can also call him Fuzi but he probably won't answer. He's amazing and I love him.

This is other Ben, also known as Blonde Ben, or Moorman. He will probably answer to this, but he'll touch your bum while he does so (it's ok, its only laughs, he loves Little Ben)

This saucy minx is Amy, code name Tebbs.

Don't worry, she's not really blue, she's just veerry clever.

This hot mama is Miss Amelia...

She's lovely and I can't wait to get to know her better (wink wink, nudge nudge)

This bright eyed beauty is Miss Baker (or Vicky to those who don't go to our college)

God I love her, she's my room neighbour and I will pester her constantly. xxxx

And last, but certainly not least is...

Suzie Boozy Snoozy Moozle!!!

She's just plain gorgeousness in a wee little package...

House of Madness?? of course!! What a year this will be!!!

6 weeks and a day!!!!

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Toy Story 3...

IS HEARTBREAKING!!!! VIEWERS BEWARE!!!


Seriously, I cried ever so slightly like a baby.


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Life is hectic, but life is good...

So here's a wee timetable for my coming week

Today : worked 11- 4 in fashion gallery, a way to shoot anyone's nerves to buggery.
7pm, Billy Elliot at my old college... :)

Tomorrrow: Working 10-5 in glass gallery, another way to die a slow, perspiring death involving air bubbles in a vase.
Evening, meal with buddies, Hannah, Jaz, Lizy et al.
Staying over Hannah's for our Monday lazy day.

Monday: Lazy day / dog walking, before going back home to water plants for absent father.

Tuesday / Wednesday : 10 - 5.30 cafe shifts

Thursday : Float shift at Cider Press 11 - 4, before train to Weston :O

4 - WESTON TIME... fun times at DB's etc with Jamie Ruther, the wannabe jedi :P

Friday - same, except for Friends marathon... and then train back in evening ready for ...

Saturday shift in fashion gallery 10 - 5.30.

Sunday - 11 - 4 at Cider Press!!!!


PHEW! I'm already nackered!



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Oh ho, employment is hard!!

So, this summer was going to prove desperate and I WAS considering selling my body (to science)... however now it appears I have 2/ 3 jobs!!!

I now work a few days at the little country shopping mall...

and another few as a waitress..

Hence, I'm tired.

However, I'm also rolling in it sliiiightly. Well. Hopping in a tiny pile of money, because I have an overdraft to pay off.

But still, things are looking up.

Tune in this weekend for my review of Eclipse.

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Just don't know anymore...

So much has gone down recently, memories haunt me, bad history threatens to repeat itself, and of course, I have to look after myself. Cause who else is?

I can't complain, I have an amazing family, and friends who I couldn't and would never trade in. But the person who I was threatens to interrupt my happy summer. And though I'm the best ignorer EVER, I can't shake the feeling that I'm ... being followed by bad luck fairies.

NO, I won't do this. I'm having the best summer at the moment.

So, here we go. A summer. Hopefully work, play, beach, bbq's, family, friends, salsa, pubs, dads cooking and maxi dresses :)

I love life... and I need to focus on this fact for now.

Peace out, you sons of bitches. x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x

1 year ago today you left, I miss you Nan.

When the rain is blowing in your face,
And the whole world is on your case,
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love.

When the evening shadows and the stars appear,
And there is no one there to dry your tears,
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love.

I know you haven't made your mind up yet,
But I would never do you wrong.
I've known it from the moment that we met,
No doubt in my mind where you belong.

I'd go hungry; I'd go black and blue,
I'd go crawling down the avenue.
No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love.

The storms are raging on the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret.
Though winds of change are throwing wild and free,
You ain't seen nothing like me yet.

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true.
Nothing that I wouldn't do.
Go to the ends of the Earth for you,
To make you feel my love

I'm back, and it's beautiful...

Why live in a city when you have all this??

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For Miss Cooky Wooky..

My top ten men!

10. Bradley Cooper... SO hot in A team

9. Buble...

8. ... SO embarrassing, but...

James Marsden... he's frikin adorable!

7. Will Schuester :)

6. David Boreanaz...

5. Channing...

4. Johnny... :P

3. two words... R- Patz

:)

2. Hugh Jackman... er, he's Wolverine, can sing and tips water over himself in Australia.

1. The One - Gerard :)

... It started in Phantom...

My love for the older man... = GERARD!

I'm turning 20 this week.. leaving my teens in style!

Though its not my 21st... You gotta love 20. On the 11th I will leave my teens, and I'm embracing growing older.

Last night I had an epic night with my Weston buddies. I love them SO much!

I think back at what I've achieved over my 20 years.

1. Was born, very late and very little. Learnt to walk, talk and have done little else since. :)
2. moved from Butchery to Hillfield
3. Started nursery
4. Started being awesome.
5. Started primary, had first kiss (was a girl! will always remember that...)
6. Of course, always had Gem, my bessie :)
7. Had my last year in Stoke Gabriel... got a taste for singing and dancing.
8. Moved to Totnes, stayed in old primary school.
9. Had first boyfriend / kiss with a boy.
10. Moved to Grove primary school, and continued having boyfriends.. also started TAF acting classes.
11. Moved to kevicc - SCARY AS HELL!
12. choirs :) grew boobs.
13. Started (wrongfully) liking older men, and hanging out with older people... started drinking alcohol.
14. The year I was in Joseph, and met some of the best people in the whole world!
15. Year 11 . . . lordy. Passed GCSE'S.. started singing lessons.
16. left secondary, but was going to go to sixth form in the same place. All with awesome buddies by my side.
17. 17... wow. sixth form, loves, hates, mistakes... IDYLLWILD! :) saw my first west end show, les mis.
18. Left sixth form, 2 A'S and a C, D cup boobs and no clue what I wanted to do... saw the Lion King :) a loved one left and went to heaven.
19. Worked for a year... got into uni, Make ups, break ups and life lessons, D cups, left home. Met the best people in the world. Learnt how to urge. DD CUPS. another loved one loved and left. (I miss you everyday Nan). Learnt to appreciate everyone... got very scared, very sad, enthusiastic, euphoric.
20. Had an amazing birthday. am still learning lessons in life / love / drinking / dieting and fashion. Love everyone in my life, and on occasion, out of it. EE cup boobs. Size 12 dress :)

What a 2 decades it has been! Let's make this next decade amazing!

Legend of the Week...

This is a recurring competition with various peoples from college, it is open to anybody really, but it started out with these seven...

but NOW!!! THERE ARE SO MANY PLAYERS!!

It basically is a quiz and whoever gets the most answers right wins, or this week 2 people won... Ben Carden and Richard Gittins. They then get a gift woohoo!!!

and then it carries on, but previous weeks winners can;t re-enter for another week. It's a way for me to show people I love them, and bring fun in this dingy town.

Who will win after reading week?

dooo dooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!

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this is smoph reporting on baggy aka Bagheera..

Bloggers, not gonna lie, recent events have been fine.. Various films have inspired blogs but alas I've little to inspire me..until Bagheera came into my life. He is my new blackberry. The thing with blackberries is tht they.. Rock :p u have facebook and twitter apps, u have internet and blackberry messenger and instant photo uploads. Bar eating and shopping I have little purpose to be off my stunning pocket panther.. :) x x x x x x

Good enough...

Under your spell again
I can't say no to you
crave my heart and its bleeding in your hand
I can't say no to you

Shouldn't have let you torture me so sweetly
now I can't let go of this dream
I can't breathe but I feel

Good enough
I feel good enough for you

Drink up sweet decadence
I can't say no to you
and I've completely lost myself and I don't mind
I can't say no to you

Shouldn't have let you conquer me completely
now I can't let go of this dream
can't believe that I feel

Good enough
I feel good enough
its been such a long time coming, but I feel good

and I'm still waiting for the rain to fall
pour real life down on me
cause I can't hold on to anything this good
enough
am I good enough
for you to love me too?

so take care what you ask of me
cause I can't say no

I didn't write this, Amy Lee did. However, it's a heartbreakingly true song... a lot of people feel like this every day.

YOU ARE GOOD ENOUGH... we all deserve the best.

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Recent / future cinema trips

More, pictures and ratings.

My favourite film I have currently recently seen... funny, sad, dramatic, sweet, heartbreaking... 9/10.

Dear John... Grrr. 4/10.

So- so without Mickey Rourke, Scacrlett Johansson makes little impact...

Downey Junior... fleh.

8/10.. awesome effects, and wait til the CREDITS END. Me and my best friend totally wet ourselves... with excitement!!

Blogging is more fun when MARVEL is involved...

Now, take note, I don't mean...

I meaaaaan...

Now, as I probably have mentioned, I love these comics very much in the metaphysical bum. And after just seeing...

I almost wet myself with joy... Not only are they (most def prob) gonna make a THREE!!! They also (spoiler alert) have revealed that there is going to be a film about THIS guy...

For those of you who are a tad retarded, that is THOR. You know 'by the hammer of THOR...' NO???

Anyway, so this is great news, Thor has a lovely hammer.

And also, revealed by a prop in Iron man 2, there will be a film about this guy as well...

This picture makes him look a BIT gay. But thats captain america dude. He's odd but not gay... I disagree with the actor choice, but meh.

SO, with these amazing films in the pipeline it IS conclusive, necessary, mandatory and VITAL that they make a film of....

the AVENGERS!!!!! oh my life...

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