First blog... a rant and then a poem.

Complaining about the state of the world could be an interesting start to a blog... however, I'm not really into that. I would very much like to consider some pish political headline, or talk about world peace or global warming.

I can't bring myself to. When the world gets me down, I watch sci-fi or action films. Cause they fuck up the world worse than we are...

But with kick ass dialogue and aliens = big grins all round.

Today I was with my best friend, (eep, I think he's my best friend, at my college anyway), and we watched Star Wars to the sound of 'Walking on Sunshine' by Katrina and the Waves. Totally hilarious watching things explode on the 'HEY!'s or on the cymbal crashes.

So, the confession for today (drum roll please) ... I am a total sucker for geeks/ nerds. They emit some kind of 'Smophatractor' beam. I really can't resist a good nerd. It helps if they don't looked like they hatched at birth of course. Any talk of lightsabres or protoplasms... I'm drooling (at the mouth, you dirty bastards).

Anywahey. I have had a nice little rant. I've also written a poem. It's about someone I'm in love with. And the poem only really makes sense if you read it out loud. It's quirky, like the underwear I'm sitting in.

This is all we have

Here and now

Wide open spaces

Small worlds and wide faces.

This is all we have

Now and then

Big burly boys

And bitchy thin girls.

Loving themselves and hating the world.

The calorie

and the memory

Drinking to change

Drinking to die

Losing the spectacular sparkle

In their eye.

This is all we have

Sitting back nice

Watching the world

We sit back and laugh

This is all we have

...

Wait, you're gone again

I don't think I'm ok

Though you haven't gone far.

This is all we have

A text comes on my phone

I'll see you tomorrow.

So there's an end to my sorrows

But I overeat anyway.

Munching chocolate to pass the day.

No wonder you don't love me.

This is all we have.

So lets make the most of it.

Hug me longer.

kiss my lips for the first time

Know who you are when you read this rhyme.

Forget the fat and I'll get thin

Let me know you, let me in.

Touch my face when you tell me its ok

Hold my hand as we walk

Every night I swear I'll pray.

I'll pray you sleep well, no nightmares, no bad dreams.

I'll make my face prettier than it seems.

I'll let you think of her, but think of me more.

I'll never do what she did.

I'll never be her.

Oh.

I'll never be HER.

'i will never let you fall, I'll stand up with you forever. I'll be there for you through it all, even if saving you sends me to heaven.'

It's ok. I know. It's all a dream.

But

There's a chance. And thats good enough for me.

Night night bloggers. XD Peace out.